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Hey Ladies! First off I want to say thanks for all the sweet comments on my last post and to those of you who looked in on me via fb!! I had a wee bit of a self-inflicted melt down before the 5 year mark....I can't call it the anniversary, cause saying anniversary makes me think of something good, and well losing a loved one is not a good thing. Maybe I should just refer to it as a deathiversary. Anyways, Sunday I went to a WH party at my SIL's house, so that made for a good distraction and hubby knew I was a teeny bit depressed so he said, "he didn't care how much I spent." I normally have buyer's remorse when I spend too much(sometimes any) money on myself, but I decided I was going to go, try and enjoy myself and not worry about the money. That was a nice change, for once!

Yesterday, J and I went driving around looking for houses. I'm sure you're are thinking we are crazy, cause we haven't even been here a year and a half yet, but no worries, we are not moving, yet. We remembered that we like looking at houses and it just so happens that we spend quality time together(no phones/internet/tv) and it's a fairly cheap date, other than fuel of course! Plus, we hope to get in the business of flipping and this way we can be looking for one of those types of houses while we save up some moo-lah.

This morning was my CT for all this abdominal pain I've had over the last four weeks. I kinda have a feeling they're gonna tell me it's "stress & anxiety," which translated into my understanding is they can't find anything, so they don't know and or care to look anymore. I hate this answer, and usually don't go back to a Dr that says that to me. But I like this guy, so hopefully he finds something, just nothing bad. ;)