Dream links............

We all have those baby dreams as you read in my last post. And I found these great websites that tell you what your dreams mean, supposedly.... Now, it didn't really describe my "baby dream', but I still found the sites to be quite interesting.

www.dream-dictionary.org

www.dreammoods.com

Helpful doo-dads & Random thoughts

Things I've learned this month:
~vinegar kills fire ants, pour on the mound & say goodbye
~list.er.ene keeps the mosquitoes away & your not sticky & you don't stink
~un-used dryer sheets also help ward off mosquitoes, just place in bra, & no one knows
~hydrogen peroxide takes the sting out of a mosquito bite, instantly
~to keep the color from fading in your new bikinis, soak overnight in ice-cold water before you wear them

Randomness:
*Trying to find a house is WEARING me out!! Every time I think we have found what we like, either J doesn't like something, or I don't. We can't seem to decide on one. Ugh! I just want my own place again so I can stop living out of boxes & suitcases. AND, have more than a bedroom and 1/2 bath.

*On a good note, I like my job! Even though the ins. doesn't cover any IF, after they told me it did :(I'm not bitter though!:) I have been there for 2 months now, and I'm finally getting the hang of it, I think? The best part is, I listen to music ALL day long!! We get to bring ip.od.s or cd's or whatever and just tune the world out, for 8 hours anyways :o))

*I had the BEST dream Sunday am. I dreamed J & I had a baby boy, and he was so precious and adorable. It was so real!! Normally, if I dream something like that its different because I never see a face. BUT, this time I did!!!, and he smiled at me and cooed and I had the best time just watching him.........THEN..........I woke up......I tried going back to sleep, but the dream was over, I was back to reality. Sucky SUCKY reality :{ The day only got worse from there when AF decided to show up that night, UGH!!!

*I guess it's CD6 for me.......Unfortunately, we are having to put off IVF again. It has been 13 months since we did IVF and YES, we are still paying for it. And, J says we can't do it a 2nd time until we pay off the last time. I agree, its just that we owe so much $$ that I have no clue when we will get it paid off. ^SIGH^

=Sorry that got a little long........Hope I didn't put you to sleep!! I also want to say thanks to all my readers, old & new. I know I haven't been commenting much, but I still read your posts daily. I'll get out of this slump I'm in & be commenting again in no time.=

Have a great weekend!!

more pics.......

Here is my wicked cute Pr.ad.a purse that I got in San Fran!!!!!! It's so AWESOME that it deserves its own post!! No, actually the other pics are on a diiferent memory card and I'm too lazy to go and look for it. I'll post more pics soon........promise!

FINALLY ~Some Vaca Pics~

Ho.ove.r D.am - All these curves are making me woozy!



More curves, even more woozy feeling!!



Close-up of the dam. Trying to stay busy taking pics so I don't hurl.



Constuction for a new bridge so people can bypass the whole dam part(no pun intended:) and skip the wooziness - Yeah!!!!!



White-Cap mountain - how pretty!!





Here are some of our vacation pictures. I could only get blo.gg.er to upload 5 at a time, so I will add more through out the week. Stay tuned for more vaca pics.......................

- my answer to the infamous ttc question -

Q's:

How long will you TTC?

How much will you spend TTC?

My Answer:

We have no limit on how much to spend ttc,

nor do we have a time frame of how long we will ttc. Instead, we have

decided we will continue ttc for as long as we can. BUT, if ever it becomes a strain on our marriage or starts causing resentment between the 2 of us, that is when we will stop ttc.

J and I had a good talk about this the other day, and

as much as we want children we don't want to become so

obsessed with ttc that it ruins our relationship with each other.

I am happy with our decision and I'm glad we talked!

Meltdown

As it turns out, my STUPID work insurance does not cover any IF treatment. I guess the HR people have no clue what they were talking about when they told me it was Definitely Covered. So, yes I had my huge meltdown last week when I found out, which just so happened to be the day my sister gave birth to baby #2. Needless, to say I was NOT in a good mood. I am only now able to talk about it without crying. Not only does it not cover anything, but now my copay is $30 more than what it used to be. It hit me so hard because I was thinking I would get to do IVF this month and now thats completely out of the question. In fact, I don't know if we will be able to even do it this year. The little money we have left from selling the house is being saved for a down payment when we buy our next house. And, J said we can't afford to do IVF until we pay off the last one, which has a balance of about $10,000. So, I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't even know what to say about it. I just don't know.

??Alcohol at work??.......

YES, You read the title right. This morning, still the early am, this lady at work walks into our (med. records girls') office and says they are serving Memosis in the breakroom for somebody's 21st b-day. What the heck?!?!? Alcohol AT WORK???? It wasn't even 9am and they're breaking out the booze? We couldn't believe it. I mean, I know your not gonna get shnokered over 1 drink, but still, ALCOHOL AT WORK????? AT 8:40am?????? Have you ever heard of such a thing?