Possibilities of Hope are Abounding

I can't go into details just yet AND I don't want to jinx myself by putting the cart before the horse, BUT I will say things are going good and I am hopeful and excited and looking forward to great things happening in the next couple of months!!!

I KNOW that last paragraph is vague and tormenting but I HAD to get this out....I'm so excited and want to tell people what's going on and what our plans for the future are, but we have decided not to divulge ANYthing for now. Unfortunately, that includes my bloggy buddies, but rest assured I will spill it all as soon as possible AND you will be the first to know what I am talking about!

OK, I've got to get back to cleaning the house and doing laundry. Blech!

Happy early Easter Everyone!!

beautiful dream

I woke up this morning after the most beautiful dream I could ever imagined! I was in the hospital taking in the moment and felt blessed beyond measure.....I had just given birth to triplets, two girls and one boy!!! They were so precious and perfect! The dream was incredibly real to me. I could see their faces and I was counting to make sure they all had 10 fingers and 10 toes! If I had to use one word to describe the dream, I would say.......MAGICAL! I'm three days late today and NO I am not testing! I have pretty much come to terms with our diagnosis of less the 10% chance of conceiving on our own and to tell the truth, for the first time, I'm not even thinking, "this could be it." Not even after that dream this morning. I guess I am moving on and learning to deal with it better.

crazy cat lady

I was shopping the other day and I saw this amazingly cute lamp that would look perfect in a a nursery. Or, more specifically my little girl's nursery! So, like many cute things I see for potential baby, I looked at it very intently & daydreamed a little but in the end, walked away since I'm not even PG.

Well, I have been thinking about that lamp a lot and decided to ask J if I were to buy a couple things here & there for our future baby(ies), would that be the equivalent to 'the crazy cat lady'? Lucky for me he said, that would not be the same thing! We did both agree however, that if he came home one day and I had a full blown nursery all dolled up in the spare bedroom that that might make me a lil' crazy, but he said it would be ok to buy a few things every once in awhile. Yay!!

I'm definitely going to buy that lamp then! I fell in love with it as soon as I saw it and for once I could actually picture a nursery in my home. That picture is kinda hard to see since they took it with the light on, but it's pink with brown polka dots and a green with brown paisley design. And then it has these cute brown & pink decorative ball thingies around the bottom trim. It is so cute!!

Okay, I'm done daydreaming - for now!

Dream links............

We all have those baby dreams as you read in my last post. And I found these great websites that tell you what your dreams mean, supposedly.... Now, it didn't really describe my "baby dream', but I still found the sites to be quite interesting.

www.dream-dictionary.org

www.dreammoods.com