Monday, April 18, 2011
If I didn't know any better....
If I didn't know any better, I might get delusional and start to think "what if"?!? I am now 6 days late. The last three mornings I was for sure I had started when I woke up, went to the RR, had tampon in hand and nothing. My lower back started hurting two days ago{sure fire sign I'm about to start, like that day or next} still nothing, my boobs feel like sandbags, well not all the time, but last night they felt swollen. And, just typing all this makes me want to cry. Oh yeah, I have been crying over the simplest things lately. I sound like one of those cRaZy, fertiles, I know. BUT, I refuse to be that ignorant! I know my body and it's just screwing with me. I've gone through too much over the last eight years to let myself get caught up in all this craziness. I WILL through caution to the wind and I WILL NOT get my hopes up this time!
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Pee on a stick to kill that wondering.
ReplyDeleteWhen you mentioned "sandbags", all I could think of was the "40 Yr. Old Virgin" movie ...lol
ReplyDeleteAnywho...I agree with Jenn.
Test!!!
ReplyDeleteTest!! Oh J. I'm hoping beyond hope that your body isn't just screwing with you.
ReplyDeleteNot to plant false hope, but before I got my BFP with Boo, I was wearing pads, I was so convinced AF was going to start at any second. I'm talking cramps, lower back ache, leg ache, headache. All of it.
((((HUGS)))))
TEST TEST TEST! 6 days is late enough to test, lady, get on it!
ReplyDeleteKeeping my fingers crossed for you :)
Stalking you! XO
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