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I feel it is time for me to have a new post. Try to move on from the last, dreadful one. Actually, it hasn't been too bad....Although, I have yet to have a meltdown, unless you call that mild outburst I had towards my pillow(yes, I said pillow) last night, a meltdown? I mean it has the most simplest job, just lie there, but NOoooo! There was some yelling, total agitation and maybe a few swear words, but since it only lasted a few seconds and there were no tears, I really don't count it as a true meltdown. My feelings towards this whole "less than 1" are slightly unsettleing. With the exception of the before mentioned, non-meltdown, meltdown I feel quite calm about it. I'm sure it is only the calm before the freakishly, odd storm that is headed my way. I just hope it doesn't arrive at the fourth of July party when I am surrounded by friends & family.


I found out last week my dog is in heat, again. I quickly took her to the vet to get fixed. I am not trying to have another PG dog. AND, since she had 10 the first time I can't even imagine what she'd have this time. However, since I brought her home the neighbor dogs have been camped out on my back porch. If she winds up PG again, I am so taking her to the vet and demanding a full refund!!

I think the migraine might be on it's way out the door...thank goodness! The last two nights I took my melatonin and my oh my, I can't remember why I ever stopped taking it. Night before last I slept for a whopping 14 hours, last night I slept for 12 hours!! I think that has been the best thing for me. Maybe, I'll only take a half a pill tonight.

My house is atrotious! If I don't get off this computer and get it cleaned today I'm gonna go insane. Isn't it funny how a dirty house can make you feel crappy?!? But seriously, I've dragged this post on long enough, it is time to get up and be productive!

Happy 4th to everyone!! Hope it's a fun{and safe} one!