just a couple more posts....

Our beta appt was set for Monday morning, but on Sunday night J asks again if I’d test. So I did. Well not right away, I had just pee’d so I amazingly didn’t need to at the moment! I drank a full glass of water and waited. I didn’t want to go in there and have a small trickle when I was trying to test. When it was time to go to the rr again, I POAS. I would not allow myself to see the result window. I laid it on the bathroom floor and went and sat on my bed and waited 3-4 mins. Before I even picked up the test I saw one line and thought, “AWE SUCK!!!!!” My eyes had been bothering me a lot(I had already taken my contacts out earlier in the day), I’m convinced I’m allergic to these new contacts. They were itching like crazy so I started rubbing my eyes like crazy! It was almost midnight I think, and I was super sleepy! When I got done rubbing my eyes I looked again annnnndddddd there were two lines!!!! The positive line was just lighter than the control line so I didn’t even notice it at first. I went sprinting into the living room to tell hubs!!! He kept saying, “Let’s wait till the tomorrow and it’s confirmed.” And was not nearly as excited as I was, nor what I thought he would be. I mean it was HIS idea for me to POAS?!?! I was crying and couldn’t stop smiling and wouldn’t leave him alone until I guess it finally set in with him and he hugged me and said congratulations!!
Of course, I hardly slept at all that night! I felt like a kid trying to go to sleep so I could wake up for Christmas morning!!! I also was extremely nervous waiting for my beta appt the next day. We didn’t want to be too ecstatic until we knew for sure what the blood results showed. Because you know how those HPT’s can play tricks on your heart and mind!

The 2WW is finally over with and I am headed to my beta appt……should have the results this afternoon! I am beyond excited!!!!! ......Mimi took me back to draw my blood and she was quick and painless. I was there all of maybe eight minutes and she said they would call around 4:30 or so. I went to the bank and then I went to Wal-M.art because I was out of HPT’s and needed to buy more. Plus, I had a $2 off coupon and couldn’t let it go to waste. I also couldn’t wait for the beta results and had to pee again like a race horse so I went from the cashier straight to the bathroom and POAS right there in a bathroom stall at Wal-M.art!!!! ;) I placed the test back in the pkg. sleeve and laid it flat in the bottom of my purse. Washed my hands and walked to the truck. Figured it had been about three mins and looked at my result. ……..It was a BFP again! I was extremely happy!! I called J and told him and he seemed happy but still not letting himself get overly excited. ….I had to meet SIL in ten mins for a lunch date that we planned a few weeks ago. So I hid all my evidence, since I was picking her up and headed to her work. It was so so hard not blurting it out, but I did good. ...We wanted to wait till it was official before we told anyone. Well, when I got home J was about to leave for work and he asked, “why we couldn’t just tell our parents and siblings then?” I told him we should probably wait until it’s 150% confirmed. He didn’t want to wait and convinced me that it would be ok to send them all a photo text of the +hpt. We knew we wanted to tell our mothers first and we both wanted to be together when we shared our news, so he came up with the whole photo text plan himself and that’s what we did!! At about 1:45 yesterday 9/26 we sent a text{in unison} from his phone to his mom and siblings and from my phone to my mom and siblings.
Of course we had texts and calls coming in so much we couldn’t keep up with them all!! We asked that they not tell anyone, but their spouses and absolutely, positively NO posting on Faceb.ook!! So that goes for you too! ;) I know that I know you ladies wouldn’t post anything on there, but I just have to say it for my own sanity! =/ Hubs’ left for work and I tried to stay calm and not watch the clock. I watched tv, played on my phone, tried to take a nap, but was far too anxious for that. SIL{one I had had lunch with} called and I was talking to her when all of a sudden my RE’s office was calling, a little early too! {It wasn’t even 4pm yet}. So I told her I would call her back and answered the call that would make or break me!