I've been having a very hard time this week with post miscarriage feelings. I would have been 16w2days today. This is supposed to be my merry Christmas. I went for another beta yesterday and my numbers were 33. Which means, I have to go back again next week. In the last ten weeks, I've had eight doctor appointments. I'm so ready for all this to be over. Every time I think I can start moving forward and try to forget this, I have to go back in for another beta and be reminded all over again. I just want it to be over already.
I watched .Th.eHel.p the other day and heard this saying. I'm trying to remember this and I know I'll be reciting this to myself over the next couple of days. Anything to get me through....
I know exactly how you feel. I did that all summer after my m/c in May. ((Hugs)) and prayers that you find peace during this holiday season.
ReplyDeleteSending you big hugs!! I hope next week will be the last week.
ReplyDeleteI haven't seen the movie yet, but I read the book and cried at that part.
ReplyDeleteIt's true, J. Every word of it.
((((Hugs))))), my friend. It's such a cruel joke how long a m/c can take. Sending up prayers for peace for you.
(Hugs) You really is kind, smart and important, J. Lots of love to you, and I'm praying this will be behind you very soon.
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