*Work is going good. The phone lines are very, very busy. And even on a slow day{like today}
I still took over two hundred calls. By the end of my shift, I have trouble forming a sentence unless its scripted! Thus the gap in my blog posts.
*I've included a sound bit below from an old episode of Br.other.s&Si.sters. I hate that it went off the air. It helped me so much going through IF and with the loss of my brother. I really think it was my own little version of therapy....
*I'm feeling a bit blue. Every week I can't help but think of how far I would have been along. Come Christmas, I would have{should have} been 16w4d. It could have been our best Christmas. And yet somehow, I still manage to find hope and push forward. I don't know where it's coming from, but very glad it's coming from somewhere.
*I know I don't want to be a complete horrible mess of bitterness this Christmas and I am really trying to stay busy and be positive and most importantly, not let IF ruin another Christmas.
*Alrighty chica's! That's gonna do it for me tonight. I hope you enjoy the wisdom that Sa.llyF.eilds gives to her children.
Not sure why it didn't include the sound clip. Arrg! I'll see if Yo.ut.ube has it.
ReplyDeleteOk! The link is in the previous post. Please check it out, it's really good.
ReplyDeleteI loved that show too!!! I'm glad work is going so well. Sending you big (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteI never did watch that show. Shame. If you look at my FB pictures there is a picture of me, my husband, son and cat. That picture was taken on a day when I got my period just before Christmas after my first miscarriage. I was so devastated that I had been crying for hours. Not only crying but I was angry at the world. I was soooo f'n tired of opening up everyone's Christmas family photos and seeing everyone else's "happy" families when I had been so miserable for so long. That picture was taken because I felt like I wanted to put up a front....and also because I felt ashamed for being so depressed and miserable. But once we sat down and set up the tripod we actually were all laughing before it was over. And now look at us...I'm just trying to say that I understand and know how hard this is. Please try to think positive and know you will be pregnant again.
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