Wednesday, June 16, 2010
It's been better....I've been better.
Well, I did it! I convinced myself I was PG from all the symptoms I've been having the past 2 weeks. Some of them you knew(feeling winded, excessive peeing) and then there were the others...raised temps, nausea, swollen boobs - more so than ever, like falling out of my full-coverage bra, swollen. As well as sharp pains in my bbs when I laid on my side. Then AF came yesterday and shattered my heart, AGAIN! Don't know why I keep thinking we will get PG on our own. I guess cause my RE never said we couldn't get PG naturally.(I am also getting a little irritated with his office...I called them a few weeks ago(after my false +) and wanted to know if there was even the slightest chance we could get PG naturally or should I just forget all about it? To which I was told she would have to talk to my RE and have him call me cause that is not something she can say, which I understand. BUT, he never has called me and I betcha anything she forgot to ask him cause that is so not like him to not return a call. Stupid receptionist, I knew I shouldn't have trusted her when I didn't recognize her voice. Grr!) Oh and maybe, just maybe it would be nice to not have to spend another $20K for nothing. Sorry, I'm a bit bitter these days....you would think 6 years of TTC and I could be over the worst of it, but I think it comes and goes in giant waves. And right now I'm battling a hurricane of emotions. *sigh*
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I am sorry as I do understand how you are feeling. I don't think we ever get over it, we just learn to deal with it differently. I hate when the emotions resurface out of nowhere. (((HUGS)) to you my friend.
ReplyDeleteI understand. I feel like my office has been "assuming" I know everything. I have had to learn most things from the blogs I follow. 6 years is a long time, heck 1 year is a long time when you want to be a mother. Anything is possible so keep trying. I pray a miricle happens and either you get PG on your own or you get blessed and are able to afford another round of IVF. Good Luck and I will be praying.
ReplyDelete(((Hugs))) I'm really sorry, the whole situation just SUCKS. I hope the hurricane passes soon for you.
ReplyDeleteI'd call the doctor's office again and let the stupid receptionist know you're ticked!
sorry. call them back and let them know you want to talk to the doctor again.
ReplyDelete(Hugs) I am so sorry. I do wish you could get some straight and solid answers.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry J :( Huge (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteOh, and call them back and get on their tails! You've spent too much money at the RE to be ignored! Chances are the lady did forget. Maybe she doesn't realize the importance of these questions and how hard they can be to ask in the first place. (((HUGS)) again girl.