Sunday, January 10, 2010

I feel it coming.....

That state of depression I used to be in. I'm not really sad or
anything and I don't "feel" depressed, but I have the loss of interest
and absolutely no motivation.

I don't want to be that person again. I know how bad I felt all the
time and how it hurt my dh to see me that way. I don't want those
feelings back in my life. Especially when there is no reason to be
feeling this way.

Last time I was dealing with our failed IVF and still mourning the
loss of my brother, so I felt like my depression was understandable
and acceptable. This time, those issues are not the issue. I don't
know why I am feeling this way. What I do know is that I DO NOT want
to feel that way and I hope this is just a funk that I am in and that
it goes away quickly!!

4 comments:

  1. (hugs)

    I am feeling that way too. It's awful, isn't it? Getting out of that funk is so much easier said than done. I have no idea how to get better. Thankfully, it's been sunny lately and helps me.

    I really wish I could take away from you. It's not fair you have to deal with it.

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  2. ((hugs)) I hope it doesn't last long. Try to do something special for yourself. Go visit an old friend, plan a girls day out, get your hair done. :)

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  3. (((Hugs))) I hope it's just a funk and doesn't last long. I'm with E, go out and do something to perk yourself up a bit :)

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