I thought I had thought of everything, everyone. Turns out I forgot one major factor....ME.
This whole not telling anyone about doing the medicated IUI sounded great in theory. Less people involved, no one constantly asking "how's it going?", not having to tell the whole family "if it didn't work, again." etc, etc.....
However, now that we cannot do it this C and maybe not for a few more months, I have no one to talk to. I'm supposed to start today and so far I've done absolutely nothing. Well, I take that back...I've managed to keep it together and not fall apart{so far anyway}. I've watched tv, surfed the Internet, ate a butt load of junk food and did it all in my Pj's. That's right, it's 1:30pm and I still have my Pj's on! What are you gonna do about it?
This is lonely and it sucks.
You can talk to me. I'm always here ;).
ReplyDelete((((Hugs))))) Double-edged sword, fo' sho'. Thinking of you, J. :(
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