Tuesday, January 18, 2011

sucks a$$

excuse my french, but that's how i feel lately about everything. i'm depressed about money{or rather the lack of}. everytime i walk past my living room window i'm reminded of what i don't have{kids} and that depresses me. i'm depressed about losing my mamaw. i feel like infertility is winning the race and i have no more fight in me and that depresses me.

all i want to do is sleep. i don't have any interest in going anywhere or seeing anyone. i just want to sleep and cry and sleep some more.

and that my friends, makes me know for certain that i am depressed.

9 comments:

  1. Man J, I'm sorry! I wish I could wave a magic wand and make it better.

    If you are up to it maybe you should go talk with someone. I know that some churches doing counseling for free.

    HUGS coming your way

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  2. I'm sorry J. Life sucks sometimes. Can you look into something like what Sherry did? I'm so sorry you are depressed. Have you looked into any other options besides IVF like meds or IUI or something?

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  3. I meant fertility meds not meds for depression..althought they help too.

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  4. (((Hugs))) Depression sucks @ss. I have to say though, having dealt with it myself, it does help to get up and moving around, out of the house, mingling with friends, etc. I know it's the last thing you feel like doing, but it really does help. If that's not enough definitely think about talking to someone. I really hope it gets better soon, J. Hang in there.

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  5. ((((hugs))))) I'm so sorry, sweetie. I wish I could make it better.

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  6. I agree with Kitty.

    Know that you are not alone. Feel free to put your feelings out on your blog.

    ((((HUGS))))

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