5 days late, then I start. WHY? It's hard enough starting on time I don't know why my stupid body doesn't get it. If I can't get pregnant and I still have to have the reminder EVERY month that I am not pregnant, than why can't it just start on time?
I don't know why but I really thought this was my month. Starting to cry again....I don't know how much longer I can do all of this.
((((((HUGE HUGS))))))
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, hon. My heart is hurting for you. I wish none of us had to go through this.
(((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Jen...
Not sure if this is a good time to ask, but what kind of testing have you had? I remember back on the boards you mentioned you and your hubby tried IVF once, right? Do you guys have a diagnosis or is it the dreaded "unexplained"?
Thanks Kitty & Caitlin
ReplyDeleteCaitlin - Its fine to ask....we have the dreaded MFIF. We did 2 IUI(out of pocket) with my gyn only to go to the RE who told us those would not work for us, cause it only gets the sperm to my egg. While DH's "guys" are slow they have more trouble with morph(penetrating the egg). So we had to take out a personal loan for IVF and we are still paying for it. We have spent close to $20,000 already and while we do want to do IVF again we have to pay off the 1st loan before we can try again.
So we are waiting.....that's all we ever do. Wait, wait & wait some more.:(
(((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteI'm so so sorry J. (((HUGS))) I'll be praying for you that it's your time soon.
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